Monday, September 16, 2013

Sad Day

There's really no easy way to say this.

We lost our baby last night.  Just gone.  Heartbeart on Thursday, gone today.

Maybe one day I'll be ready to share the details, but not yet.  Now I'm going off the grid for awhile to accept our new path, heal my heart, and to try and move forward without this baby.

Life just isn't fair sometimes.

31 comments:

  1. Sun, I don't know what to say, I'm sorry just doesn't cut it. I will be thinking about you guys.

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  2. UGH. I'm so so sad to read this. This is so sucky. I've been excitedly following your blog since you got your BFP. Nothing I could write will help, I know, but I hope you can take some comfort in the fact that your body knows what's going on, and miscarriage happens when things aren't right. Praying for you to have your outside baby in the future.

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  3. This breaks my heart. I am so sorry for your loss, Sun. I'll be keeping you in my thoughts. ~Ana/Milagros315

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  4. Oh my god, Sun, I am in tears reading this. I am incredibly sorry for your loss, I wish there was something more I could say. Take all the time you need, be kind to yourself, we will be here when you're ready. You will be in my thoughts and prayers <3

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  5. I'm so sorry for your loss, Sun. Take care of yourself.

    When you're ready, check out the TTCAL board. The ladies there have been a great support to me. It's nice to have a place to go to talk with like-minded women.

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  6. Hun, you know I am here for you for anything in the world. I am so unbelievably heart broken for you. I have absolutely no words right now other than I am so sorry this shitty event happened to you. Check your FB, you'll have a PM from me when you're ready. I love you<3

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  7. Sun, there is absolutely nothing I can say right now, so ((hugs)). If you ever need anything, please let me know, even if its just to talk. I'm so so sorry. ((more hugs))

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  8. Anonymous4:30 PM

    Sun, I'm so very sorry for your loss. Sending huge hugs your way :(

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  9. This breaks my heart. I am so sorry Sun. Sending hugs to you and your husband. Take care of yourself.

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  10. Oh my god Sun, my heart aches for you. I am so so sorry. I wish I could reach through the screen and give you a hug. I'm so sorry.

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  11. I'm so sorry. This is just heartbreaking.

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  12. I've cried for you all day. My heart hurts so bad for you right now. I wish there was more to say than I'm sorry. You are in my thoughts and prayers. You also have a FB PM from me too when you're ready to read it. You know where to find me if you need to talk. Hugs and lots of love to you!

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  13. I am so sorry for your loss. :(

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  14. I am so sorry for your loss! You are in my thoughts. :( Take care of yourself during this incredibly difficult time.

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  15. I am so sorry for your loss. Please be gentle and patient with yourself. You will be in my thoughts and I hope you and your husband can find some peace.

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  16. My heart is absolutely broken for you. I'm so sorry. Take care of yourself. Lots to hugs!
    -Beckynsean11

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  17. Omigosh I am so sorry! My heart breaks for you and your husband.

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  18. I am so sorry. My heart also aches for you. You are right, life is really not fair.
    I hope that time can heal this wound and you and your husband can find strength in one another as you move forward.
    Thoughts and prayers are being sent your way.

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  19. Oh my goodness Sun. I'm so, so sorry for your loss. Take care of yourself. My thoughts are with you and your husband.

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  20. Oh this breaks my heart for you. I am so sorry for your loss. Keeping you in my prayers during this time and the time ahead.

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  21. Thinking of you in your time of loss. A saying that people have said to me in the past that drives me crazy is, "Life only gives you what you can handle." I say to that....how much can one handle?!?!?! Really? BUT continue to stay positive and I have only good thoughts ahead for you and your hubby!

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  22. Anonymous9:08 AM

    I have no words that can help heal your despair. Know that there is someone you don't know who is thinking about you and praying for understanding and healing. Love and prayers from Green Bay, WI.

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  23. My heart goes out to you...there isn't anything anyone can say to make it feel better. Just know that you will survive this, you are healthy and you will have a baby one day. You have to believe. Sending you hugs from Yorktown, VA.

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  24. I wish there was something I could say to make it feel better. My heart just breaks for you. I'm so very sorry Sun.

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  25. Sun,
    I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. Take your time and grieve. Thinking of you and your H, take care of each other.

    Spookster (Kassie)

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  26. Sun, I am so so sorry to read this. Wishing you all the comfort in the world.

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  27. Oh sun. I don't even know what to say. I am so, so sorry you are going through this. I can't even begin to imagine how you are feeling.
    Lots and lots of love to you.

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  28. Oh Sun, my heart broke reading this. I am so incredibly sorry. I hope you and your H find comfort in each other through this. I wish there was more I could say. I will absolutely be thinking of you. Sending love your way.

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  29. Sun - I've been traveling and not keeping up online much. Just catching up and so sorry to read these posts. Sending warm thoughts and positive vibes as you continue to process and grieve. ~ adunkin

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  30. I am so incredibly sorry, sun.

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