An Empty Ute

Took a test this morning at 14dpo - it's a big fat negative.  My temp also took a dive, but that could be because I slept like mud (it doesn't help when you're a light sleeper who has a husband who tosses/snores through most of the night).

I know the odds are only 20% with good timing, and we have never gotten pregnant on our own, so I'm guessing our odds are even lower.  I don't know why I was so hopeful this cycle, but, I just was. 

I should be grateful.  August is honestly terrible timing as a teacher.  I would have been super pregnant through the hottest months of the year.  I wouldn't have been able to drink at my birthday later this month.  It would have been bad timing.......But I would have done it all.  And I would have been over the moon about it.  Because I want a family.  That trumps just about anything else.

Oh well.  On to the next cycle.