I've Got Nothing

I haven't been around much lately. 

I feel like I have little to post about.  And to be honest, my enthusiasm for TTC is at an all time low.  We will be trying this month (assuming my cycle gets in order, which is another story itself.  If you care to see, here's my chart -- all the spotting of the last days has me thinking my body is doing it's own thing right now) but I'm less than enthusiastic at the moment.  A wham-bam-thankyou-ma'am will be just fine with me.

Even TB doesn't hold much appeal for me lately.  There are some seriously amazing ladies there, but I find myself pulling back.  Posting rarely and commenting even less.  TB used to be my outlet for all things TTC related.  Some days I don't even have the energy to read a single post.  I don't know what my deal is. 

.....Well, that's not entirely true.

I just can't get out of my head that we shouldn't be doing this.  We should be done.  I shouldn't have to do ALLTHISDAMN work again.  I should be almost 20 weeks.  Half baked.

But I'm not.

And I feel like I'm becoming a broken record.  So I think that's enough for today.