Crazy

Oh, FertilityFriend, you make me crazy.

Isn't is ironic that the month I decide not to take a temp break, is the first month I have a wonky chart?  If I hadn't been temping, I wouldn't have know, and I wouldn't be worrying about it.  Bleh.

My pre-O temps for this cycle are pretty standard.  However, I never got a true positive OPK.  I marked a + on CD 18, but honestly, it was an almost positive.  However, when I saw the slight temp dip, and then small spike, I figured I had just missed catching my surge.  I felt good about my chart. 

Until today.

Today I had a major temp dip.  A temp dip all the way to my cover line (which has never happened to me before).  I realize I'll just have to wait things out, but it has me worried.  Without a +OPK (and one of my higher post-O temp being New Year's Day after a night of drinking), I'm worried that I haven't actually O'd yet.  I'm about 75% sure I have, but what if I'm wrong?  What if the past two days of higher temps were just a fluke? 

We'll probably hump it out tonight, just to be sure, but gah!  This process really can be a mind fluck sometimes.