So we're slowing entering my FW. Today is CD 15 and, in the past, I've O'd anywhere from CD 18-22. I'm running low on OPKs, so I probably won't start using them until CD 17. The earliest I've ever gotten a +OPK is CD 18, so I should be okay.
Honestly, I'm a little apprehensive. I'm in the relaxing period of my cycle. AF is well out the door and I'm just waiting for things to get started. But a good waiting. We're don't have the pressure of making sure our timing is good, or the long drawn out days of analyzing everything my body is doing post-O. These are the good days. There's nothing really to worry about and life is good. I can take a mental step back from the TTC process and just be myself. I'm actually a little hesitant to dive into the craziness this cycle. After 7 months the bloom is definitely off the rose. This process is hard and I'm just ready for those two lines. Or... honestly, to know if there's a problem and start working towards fixing it (we still have a couple months before that, but sometimes I'd just rather know, either way).
Obviously our "go" time is coming. I guess I'm just happy to sit back and enjoy these next couple days. There will be time enough to deal with crazy tomorrow.
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