7dpiui/9dpt

Sorry I haven't been updating much.  Honestly I find it helps my sanity if I think about my cycle as little as possible.  I update FF every day or so, have a very minimal presence on TB and with that in mind, I find it's better if I don't blog about every minute detail about the 2WW.  I've done it before, but this cycle it felt important to take a step back.

Not sure why.

I kept meaning to test out my trigger.  My plan was to start on Thursday or Friday of last week.  I finally remember yesterday, Sunday,  to POAS and my trigger was completely gone.  Last time it took until 10dpt to completely fade, this time 8dpt and that test was stark white.  I haven't decided when I'll test for real.  At the earliest, 12dpiui, the latest, 14dpiui.

We'll see.

I was feeling crazy optimist about this cycle.  C'mon, the 17s were hard to ignore.  Now.... well, I'm not in a bad mental place about this cycle by any means, but the glow has definitely faded.   The spotting, even through the progesterone, doesn't help.  I think I'm just prone to brown spotting.   It stinks.  And, honestly, it's icky.  It's even ickier (is that a word?) when on progesterone.  I'll just leave it at that.

So anyway.  That's where I'm at.  I'll update when I can.  Hopefully it's good news, but I guess only time will tell.