Today's test was a BFN. Although I expected it, it's still hard to be facing the end of another cycle. This was cycle 15 TTC. 15 cycle. Which doesn't include the long cycle after our loss. How in the world have we been TTC for 15 cycles? 20 months of this. We'll hit two years in June. Blerg.
I should be 36 weeks pregnant today. I don't normally let myself think about that, but today I am. That one is a hard pill to swallow. Especially since we have one cycle left if we hope to be pregnant before my EDD. April 2 is fast approaching.
I'm not feeling the despair I did last cycle. Just resignation.
Life is so unfair sometimes.
I'm so sorry. ((hugs))
ReplyDeleteOh honey. I've been thinking about you a lot lately. Big hugs. I have no idea the pain you're going through but I love you bunches.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry, Sun. I can't imagine how difficult this must be for you. Sending lots of big hugs your way <3
ReplyDelete((hugs)) I've been thinking of you a lot lately, hon. I'm always here if you need.
ReplyDelete((Hugs)) Sun.
ReplyDelete*Hugs* Sun, I can't imagine how hard this must be for you and your H.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry. :( Milestones are hard, and EDDs are harder. Big hugs.
ReplyDeleteBig hugs :(
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